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I Can't Die As Well

by Fire-Toolz

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1.
Holy Tether 00:21
“What a liberation to realize that the voice in my head is not who I am. Who am I then? The one who sees that.” -Eckhart Tolle
2.
Mosquitos born of me Leave a trail of slime Everywhere I slip Traps set by the scent I send Set sail in silence Into the sunset where you belong There’s no fucking way you’re supposed to be here All sticky and stuck Everyone wishes you luck Take classes in order to un-suck your life from the walls that soak up sunlight In the small halls of our house There is no fucking way you’re supposed to be here I should be alone with these slithering friends Whom my sharp shooting brushes against In a way without theories Without worry, just fury Just furry little friends Never doubting my love Just running from the sounds they don’t understand And yet they understand because they don’t understand So they understand everything I barely understand anything AI is running the show I’m the projector You’re the screen I take the fall I am the front lines I am the fall Or this infection is I taste something not far from my tongue What is it Mosquitos probably Flooding, flooding, floating I’m making dinner with equanimity and spice I’m making a fire so we can be warm and nice I’m making our meals now You don’t have to work hard anymore I’m making you feel good now You don’t have to worry anymore Fill my mouth with mosquitos Let their venom mix with mine Let their venom mix with mine Fill my mouth with mosquitos Let their venom mix with mine
3.
("Angel, it's not happening again. The things that happened in your past are not happening now.") Where is your gleam? Turning up pillows Second dose silent & sun-risen absent ("I'm not going anywhere! I want to be with you!") You pour out everything I wished for ("I don't feel trapped. I'm entirely wanting and willing!") Ballet Sensual Sealing in my body You are everything I prayed for ("I enthusiastically want to be with you!") I wish I could put my ear up to your heart ("I love you!") & hear how much you love me
4.
I guess it’s not so bad Living for reasons Other than loving life Bar & block is mirage is suffering is germination Contamination in the spurious self Veil’s a little thick don’t you think Anyway... At least I can’t die

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released April 1, 2022

Composition, production, lyrics, vocals, virtual instruments, guitar, mixing, mastering, text, and layout by Angel Marcloid/Fire-Toolz

EP art by Nick Krueger
MTG card art by Angel & BMC

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