We've updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

I Can't Die

by Fire-Toolz

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $4.20 USD  or more


  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Self-released, professionally duplicated CD in a jewel case. Comes with liner notes & full-color artwork, designed by Faye Fadem & Angel Marcloid. Contains the 6 main songs & 4 instrumentals.

    Ships directly from the CD manufacturer. Shipping charges are determined based on the amount of shipping the warehouse charges us. If you order other Fire-Toolz items, Bandcamp will not be able to combine shipping charges for you due to the different locations items will ship from. Sorry for the inconvenience!!!

    Includes unlimited streaming of I Can't Die via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 3 days
    edition of 777 
    Purchasable with gift card

      $12 USD or more 


We’ve been shitting in Gaia’s heart for quite some time now We’ve been found out I give this place a name & a face as the light, engulfed with the fucking of higher density beings, turns up the sun I want to fly but I can’t cuz I got the small self caught in the sticker bushes The sicker rushes Body so sick from keeping score There’s something that won’t allow my release There’s something that won’t allow my release I give this place a name & a face as the light… Guardians! Is that you?! You slip in without my knowing, illuminating choice in a timeless world Not a debt to pay Just a union to be made Heaven all the way to heaven today
I Can't Die 05:26
Watching personality entropy in a hovercraft of neutrality from the other side of the borderline The entire ride, I watch the design Surrender glows up like doorbells Flexible tree trunks replace eggshells Not one word hurts here Not one word What the fuck even is a word in this place Every suffer cycle dripped truer seeing Everything means nothing, just being Is-ness & lack, perfect points & back Sidesteps aren’t actually backing tracks I feel a choice (but it bubbles up) I feel a noose (and it cuddles up) Ears now perked the fuck up! I heard my momma calling when I was crawling I don’t need silence, I am silence There is nothing but inside everywhere Hard to hear with the ringing Partitions up in my singing Blinders on when I’m clinging Seeds planted in my upbringing Might be letting go, now I’m swinging Other people relax into it A voice never lets up on it Original doubt Decrepit baphomet Never been this far down This pit is wrecked Something smells like it’s watching Oh fuck it’s me watching Fuck Ok Ok “I understand this concept of ‘home’ now. Home is not a place, its a state of being.”
Dynamically spiraling Patterns assigned meaning to innards oscillating “I wanna die but I can’t” You’re damn fucking right you can’t die!
Buying tickets to a film of you having a blast I begged for them to scream at me “Find a baseline for peace! Find a way to love!” The sun beating down on a new family of rabbits in the perimeter garden around a suburban Starbucks is what life is An open window “Giraffes, rose bushes, opera” is what life is


I've been having a really...weird spring season so far. This EP is a way of exploring and reflecting on some of what I've seemed to have discovered about my inner world. To put it lightly. Please enjoy, and don't make fun of me too hard for Dark Lite-Brite Of The Soul.

Lyrics are here: fire-toolz-lyrics.carrd.co


released May 7, 2021

Artwork by Faye Fadem

Thanks to Nick Krueger for showing me how to VCV Rack.

Composition, lyrics, vocals, 6-string & 8-string guitar, 5-string microbass, electronic drum kit, virtual instruments, production, mixing, & mastering: Fire-Toolz/Angel Marcloid


all rights reserved



Fire-Toolz Chicago, Illinois

⚠️⚠️⚠️ Remixes, covers, etc >>> fire-toolz-other.bandcamp.com

Mastering, mixing, & custom production >>> angelhairaudio.com

contact / help

Contact Fire-Toolz

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Fire-Toolz, you may also like: